i am at such a low point in my life. i can't pull myself up. i keep on sinking down. farther and farther until the bottom falls out and there is an unbridgeable gap between me and the world.

i need help. i need solace. i need something. i just cannot go on like this. rooted and rotted in misery. miserable me. god save the queen, but does he save me? no, never.

i feel FUCKING alone. i like it and i hate it. i want to start over.

fuck you and you and you and you. everybody needs to go to hell and leave me alone. get out, get out.